Mitch
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Jan 18, 2008 10:36:22 GMT -5
Post by Mitch on Jan 18, 2008 10:36:22 GMT -5
my life recently has turned to hell, nothing more to live for, nothing more to do, all I have is pain and sadness, the one person i tried to turn to is too busy...
it will probably be said im doing this for attention, it usually gets said eventually, if causing physical harm is what it takes to get attention then who is in the wrong, the seeker? or those around them for ignoring them for so long...
alas this is not for attention, it is a warning of what may come, I am erring on the edge of this world and the next, a thin line is holding me from leaping in entirely, this may be goodbye, or it may not.
I dont expect people to beleive me, but this is atleast proof I gave forewarning.
As I gaze out the window into the fading light My life very much in tune the the lessening bright I feel my strength and will slowly ebbing away Friendship, My last bastion couldnt keep it at bay The darkness surrounds me as my life begins to fade.
~ Mitchell - the one prepared to give everything, even his life.
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Jan 18, 2008 18:25:50 GMT -5
Post by skullknight911 on Jan 18, 2008 18:25:50 GMT -5
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Mitch - i dont know you too well, but what i do know about you is fairly important. You're a great guy, you love helping friends, some of which you dont even know in person.
i dont understand why someone whos so good at helping friends, or doing whatever he can for them, would come to this. i mean, u even f**king shaved your head for a charity or some nuts.
As well, im not sure who this 'one person' is, but, if push comes to shove (as it apparently has) u can always drop me a line on msn, or email me, if u need someone to talk to. I'll respond - especially since things have come to 'shove'. If you need someone to talk to, just turn to me man, i'll be there for you
- Joshua
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Mitch
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Jan 18, 2008 19:53:52 GMT -5
Post by Mitch on Jan 18, 2008 19:53:52 GMT -5
to be fair it is not just 1 person, it is several, 4 infact
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Jan 23, 2008 1:50:49 GMT -5
Post by ascariel on Jan 23, 2008 1:50:49 GMT -5
I guess i'll be the one to say it... you are doing this for attention, because you've sadly been deprived of it a lot in your life. You give so much, you're incredibly generous but no one gives back to you. So you seek attention... most people interpret that as a bad thing, hating, loathing, depression, sadness... but what do most people know? Nothing. Don't ever think that your in the wrong for being the seeker. You are a very special person, I don't know you well but I can easily tell that you're kind and caring and compassionate. It is said that the kindest are the ones who are hurt the most... But don't ever take your life away no matter how much it seems to hurt... for even being always generous to others whilst feeling this sad at the same time... you are already an extraordinary human being. You can survive this stage of your life, sometimes standing alone, whilst difficult, is what a person must do... and when you do that... you'll realize just how amazing you really are instead of feeling unwanted. As for the four people... i dunno why they seem to not be talking to you... but if you really need someone to talk to... well you've already done one of the best things you could've done (see... your smart!), start up this thread... if you have any problems, i'm sure that no one will mind helping you out. We'll always be here to listen to you
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Jan 23, 2008 20:22:07 GMT -5
Post by EternalLight on Jan 23, 2008 20:22:07 GMT -5
Dear Mitch,
Although I haven't been the greatest friend or leader to you, I still look at you as a great friend and person. Whenever I've see you on ToP, you're always looking out for others, you've been nice, and courageous. Whenever you log on, a smile comes upon my face and it brings me happiness to see you on. You've brought smiles to many people, such as Laara, Lil, and I. Seek for friends that respect you for who YOU are, depression is no way to live a life so fragile. Be blessed that you live, and think about all the different people suffering from illnesses, diseases, and depression. Just remember, always look towards the positives side, push away the bad.
If you need any help Mitch, I'll be here for you.
-EL
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